Friday, October 22, 2010

The moments when you can't see how beautiful life actually is....

Everyone gets a little heart broken sometimes. All the negative things pop up in your mind at that point. Is life worth giving a try? I would say no, a big NO at the moment.It is very upsetting when you are misplaced by someone or when people talk shit behind your back. Loneliness is the worst feeling in the whole world. It is very difficult to face the people around who love you so much at that point. You look for negatives surrounding by. It kills your mind. How can you turn your back towards the people who loves you more than anything else is in the whole world? Think about the pleasures you are meant to give up to fit in. Everything feels so unnatural. You can’t find anything which soothes your mind. Is this the exciting life which everyone talking about? I don’t know what to say anymore. I wish life was a bit more entertaining for me. Do I sound a bit greedy? Well I am right now. I moments when you can’t see how beautiful life is.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Food Vs Study




Food items consumed:

2 Table spoons of Nutella without bread

1 Nutella sandwich

A glass of Milo

A handful of potato chips

A plate of rice plus pea and cauliflower curry from last night

2 Oranges

A handful of peanuts

A glass of mixed fruit juice

Micro waved 2 minutes noodles with chopped frozen vegetables

Another Nutella sandwich

Cold Chapattis and Chicken gravy

Remainder of Potato chips from the packet

A large glass of Party spider Orange Juice

5 hours of study comes to an end. 20 pages of notes are up somewhere in my head.
All ready to go.

P.S This post was written while I was studying for my terminal Biology paper.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Keep Breathing………..!!!

These days am so damn obsessed with the songs with the word “breathe” in it.

One of them is Breathe by Anna Nalick

Sing along if you wish:

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe


May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
"Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs toAnd I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.


P.S Make sure you drink a glass of water after. (:

Thursday, October 7, 2010

What a waste of excitment

I Just got excited by receiving a mail from one of the flashest New Zealand school. Much more for an ordinary Grammar school.


To unravel my curiosity I opened it right after getting it out from my mail box with a huge smile on my face. Damn not this time. It’s only an application form for next year.
I don’t think am lucky enough to get in this time. But let me tell you something the school which am talking about is flash. Unlike other Grammar schools it is one of the top schools in New Zealand.


Last time I wasted 20 bucks and my valuable study time for my out of zone application. Was quite happy with my 15th place in the waiting list. Whoo –hoo .


It basically means I have 1 in 100 chance of getting in there. Unlike other schools they have a strict enrolment criterion for out of zone applicants. Apparently they conduct a ballet. The applicant needs to be son/daughter of the members of board of trustees or should have a sibling who is attending the school at the time or in past.
Unfortunately I don’t fit in any of these categories. Got to wait till end of next month to know whether I have to continue in my old school..!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Test Tube Baby Doctor wins Nobel Prize

Thanks to Dr. Edward and Dr. Step Toe for the millions of test tube babies around the world. I am extremely proud to be a blog reader of a Vitro Baby “Katherine Bell”. It is amazing how a human life can be created in test tube which becomes the womb for a human life. Dr. Edward had to wait 32 years long to be accepted for his discovery.

Whether or not if you believe in God it doesn’t matter Test Tube Babies are created using human hands and brains.

I don’t think any world religions teach it is a sin to produce babies artificially. We cannot criticise a bizarre action by relating it to other aspects of the issue like an increase in homosexuality.





After reading an article “Pope condemns human cloning and stem cell research” I couldn’t help but comment on this. I don’t understand what the author of this article receives by scrutinising an authority’s response regarding a sensitive issue like artificial reproduction. It is extremely hard to embrace a criticism regarding the religious faith I grew up.
What is the point in manipulating a religious faith to criticize a scientific discovery?

Dopy questions like..
Do you think a baby conceived in test tube is still a child in the eyes of God?
Is only a tool to create issues in the society? Every scientific discoveries has both pros and cons. So why “artificial babies” are such a problem?